3 lbs

woke up 3 lbs lighter- which is basically the fat load lost.... but not groggy, feel energetic and good! I was only hoping to lose 10 lbs but since I'm doing things different this time, maybe it will be 15? who knows! got some melba toast too, to mix it up. off to meet w/ giselle about part time work- bringing my americano with me, sweetened w/ vanilla creme stevia drops- it's actually really good. yay!

happy tuesday

woke up feeling so happy to get this party started! funny thing is this time around i know 2 people who are doing it at the same time :) made my venti iced americano this morning = YUM! forgot how tasty it was w/o sugar or half & half- really! just had an apple at 11:30, haven't been to hungry yet. going to heat up my shredded chicken i made last night. stocked up on strawberries, persian cucumbers, shrimp & cod from costco to keep me on track. got plenty of oranges left from the farmers market. sucks that our tasting at mozambique is this thursday, and i can't try anything lol. WISH i started this a few weeks ago- looks like i'll be ending this RIGHT as our wedding day is HERE. at least i'll look good though, right? more than likely won't be able to imbibe on our wedding day/cocktail party day though :( we shall see... if i do, i know a steak day will have to happen. i don't want to mess anything up though. it was really tough eating all of that fatty food, i felt so terrible. not sure how people can do that to their bodies day in and day out- i wouldn't survive. gotta go and ship an order from etsy- yay. will write more later.

here i am again...

how many months later and i'm starting again tomorrow. the last 2 days have been fat loading and I didn't really do this part last time- i feel really sick. this time, i'm doing it on my own w/ the homeopathic drops. 6 times per day- and no protein shake in the morning AND i'm going to walk now that we have a treadmill again. i'm embarrassed that i have to do this again BUT with the wedding less than 4 weeks away, i don't really have a choice! not sure WHAT happened or HOW- but I just started getting back into running again SO i'm going to stick with it this time- i got lazy, i didn't work out and carbs/sugar slowly made their way back into my life on a regular basis again- which just can't happen. wish me luck- i'm ready and excited... let's go!