here i am again...

how many months later and i'm starting again tomorrow. the last 2 days have been fat loading and I didn't really do this part last time- i feel really sick. this time, i'm doing it on my own w/ the homeopathic drops. 6 times per day- and no protein shake in the morning AND i'm going to walk now that we have a treadmill again. i'm embarrassed that i have to do this again BUT with the wedding less than 4 weeks away, i don't really have a choice! not sure WHAT happened or HOW- but I just started getting back into running again SO i'm going to stick with it this time- i got lazy, i didn't work out and carbs/sugar slowly made their way back into my life on a regular basis again- which just can't happen. wish me luck- i'm ready and excited... let's go!