i cried...

When I had my 3rd day of NO weight loss, I cried. Sadness, frustration, confusion. It all went through my mind. I sent an e-mail to see what Dr. P might think, but I know she is on vacation and I will see her in the morning anyway.

Yesterday was the 4th of July!! I didn't drink either- think that is a first. LOL. Had an amazing time though, having Bryan with us for the fireworks across the street for our "family tradition", I must say. Gui actually showed up to hang out @ Trish & Chuck's and it was totally comfortable. I knew it would get to that point eventually. He stayed for the fireworks too. He finally has a girlfriend- YAY!! 2 years later. My Mom & The Schwartz's & Franks' came to watch fireworks with is as well. It was really a great time had by all. The kids were up til 10 pm, and got to enjoy some flag cake BEFORE bed for the 1st time.

Off to Disneyland with Bry & the kids for this extra day of holiday. I did lose a half pound today, but am pretty confident CHT is in my near future as it's been a while (if you know what I mean), and that alone could cause the scale to be at a standstill.

I have to say, my energy has been amazing. I've been sleeping great. I was really worried about no using lotion, but my skin with just the aloe is 100% fine. I do, however, still have those red spots on my mid-section which I had always attributed to either wheat, dairy or sugar. But, seeing as how I haven't had any of those things in almost 7 days, that must not be the culprit.

My love just made fresh coffee, and I'm actually drinking it BLACK. What is wrong with me? I go from never ever liking coffee for years and years and years. Then, so digging soy lattes forever. Then I slowly start to drink brewed coffee with a lil raw sugar and half & half, or iced w/ 2 pumps of vanilla- to BLACK! It's actually quite tasty, and reminds me of our coffee crawl in Seattle for our 1 year anniversary... CANNOT for the LIFE of ME, believe we are on the heels of our TWO year. Insane. The love, support, happiness, calm, peace of mind I have felt since I have met Bryan I have never experienced in my life. What they say is so true- that person really is out there for you, you just have to be lucky enough to find them in this lifetime :)