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Kind of feeling blah right about now. This is tough people!! My tummy is a bloated, jiggly mess , and I have NO idea why! My diet was the same old, same old. I oven roasted some baby heirloom tomatoes (yes, I cut them all up, raw... juice & all), and had a few to "sample", and feel like they were too sweet and kind of upset my tummy. Hmmm. Just took an enzyme. If my tummy can't handle the small amount of sugar in those few teeny tomatoes, what will it be able to handle??

I've said it before, and I'll say it again, I'm really looking forward to stabilization :) Luckily, I've really "liked" all I have been eating so far. I try hard to mix it up, but I'm getting a little bored, to put it simply.

I feel really bad for Bry. He is worried about me. He thinks I have low energy, and I might, all things considered. He doesn't like when I feel light-headed (which actually doesn't happen like it did the first few days). He feels bad eating in front of me. He hasn't had a cocktail in 2 weeks- lol. He is being forced to eat "prepared" meals from Trader's or eat out... I bet he is DYING to get back on that plane on Monday to get away from the madness. j/k.

Wednesday will be here before you know it, and I am REALLY wondering how I will fare walking all the way TO the concert AND back, AND just lasting the entire time?!?!? I just realized they probably won't even let me bring in my own food- like a cut up apple or something??!? If they don't, I will freak! Shit!!! And in LA on Sunday night too- they will definitely check my bags. Hmmm. I'll just say I need to eat every few hours and need to have the food in my possession.

I feel encouraged by my success so far, and was really hoping to only have to go 21 days. But seeing as how I lost ZERO again today, that is definitely not going to happen. I'm still @ 10 pounds almost 2 weeks in. Boo!

Anyway, going to crawl into bed and read the magazine I've been wanting to read for weeks. I'm going to be SO weak Saturday after the garage sale THEN Mary's wedding, THEN TOOL the next night- HELP!